| I can`t make you love me if you don`t.
I can`t make your heart feel something it won`t i feel like i've tried for so long to be happy. & the more i try, the more that goal slips from my reach. its almost like quicksand, where the more you struggle, the faster you fall. it explains it all. |
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| R.I.P. John Funk Forever will you remain in my heart. I will always remember our talks in english class. "MLKJ DAY!!!!" haha. "You're engaged!?" good times my friend, good times. August 15, 1990 - January 22, 2007 I only wish i could have gotten to know you so much more. Tonight you proved to me you were doing okay up there. We all love you and miss you more than anything. |
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| so tonight was dana's going away party. is this real? is she actually going to leave? out of all the years we have been friends did we have to choose this last year to become so close? what if something happens when shes gone? something bad? something so wonderful i just want to talk to her about but wont be able to because she will be thousands and thousands of miles away. dana and i have our talks that we talk to eachother about things we dont talk to anyone else about. who will i talk to? who is going to be the mature one in the group? who will be in charge of all of the concerts? what am i gonna do? im soo happy she is going because this is something she really wants but shes gonna miss out on all of our birthdays, summer break, holidays, long weekends, girls nights, concerts, wigs, goggles, "pbbt!", trips to chicago, hour long talks on the back porch about random nothingness, dances, prom, all of our boys and the trouble that comes with them, american history project groups, bad hair cuts that result in bad hair cut chants, reminding us not to litter and to always recycle and refuse to let us use our air fresheners/hair products because they are full of cfc's and we are going to deplete the ozone layer even more. bottom line.. she's not even gone and i'm already losing it.  
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